So I'm hoping to schedule an appointment with a psychiatrist next week to finally diagnose and hopefully treat my ADD. I've been told that the ADD medication cuts way back on the hundred-mile-a-minute multidirectional brain activity. What this means is that I have an outside shot at beginning a semi-normal semi-functional human life. But what that also means is I'm going to be far less entertaining. I'm having mixed feelings about it. Without the trademark overthinking and signature randomness of my brain, I don't know quite how much of me will even be left. I'm not sure if I'm ready to be normal.